EmoEmoEmo

Sad. Damn Emo..
Today i cried alot.. Dun ask me why..
Because of what, only he knows why..
But he got to find out himself..
Hah! Ever heard of MapleStory Private Server?
What so nice about that? Fun meh?
It's only the same game, just that easier to LvL..
Haiz, dun wan say le.. end here..

End of Olympics

W00t~ Time flies pass really fast.
Today was the last day of Olympics le.
And it's almost time, 2 more weeks for my exam.
Oh man.. what have i been doing in these days?
daily routine.. everyday doing the same old things.
tml got skl again.. at night no dinner again..
i think i'm rotting dead soon.. save me~
Do anyone know where to dl private server maple?
i too sian liao.. Audition BeatUp keep improving..
LoL.. RoTTING LIAO LA!!!! New game please~
AND, I'M SO GONNA CHANGE MY HAIRSTYLE!!!!
end here ya.. ~ nights ^^

Alice88th

what a rainy day today ~
actually i should meet that stupid kor at 2pm de..
call him no pick up de lor.. pek chek sio~
called xiaogui, thought he's with him,
found out that stupid kor still sleeping..
damn him la.. sleep sleep sleep, pig SIO!!!
Damn it, wasted my time waiting for him..
saw his 2 friends, wakao gam pua ah beng la..
more like ah long den ah beng.. so scary.. =X
i went off early lor, since they want smoke..
and somehow i felt left-out.. 3 guys 1 gurl mah..
haiz.. went over to Alice there slack..
oh man.. it's really a time capsule lor..
in the shop you will never know what going on outside de.
it's like after awhile, is already 6plus..
Haha.. 0veraII today i spent $114, still owning $34.
haha.. buy 2 get one free.. still thinking what to buy neh~
End Here Ya~ ^^ nights.

=)

Overslept, didn't attend skl again,
woke up at 1 pm, by tingting's phone call..
suddenly say wan meet.. okay, meet lor..
Went back to PHS for awhile, see Johari, Susan Tan & Kim..
saw JiaYi and Yusoon and friends LoL=x

went taka eat lunch, far east walk walk,
i now den realize that HARU moved from Suntec to fe,
LOL.. oh man.. they really duno how to earn money sio..
i spotted one top i love it so much $80, still okok la..
wanted to buy, but the size doesn't fit me,
i asked them for another size, what they say was..
oh sorry we only have one piece here only..
diao.. i really wanna whack them up la..
please lor, where got pple like that do sales de?
damn it la i really like that design..
Mmm.. blahs blahs, headed over to Alice88th..
haha.. though tml i'm going again.. haha..
Alice88th is having buy 2 get 1 free worx..
haha.. i go is not because of that offer,
but i just wanna spent money on what i like..
Met a new friend.. Yee Mun.. nice da meet her =)
having perfect times chatting about our common interest.
^^ end here ya.. tired le.. tml more to go =)

happy 3 months anniversary

it's a HAPPY & SCARY 3 months anniversary..
Haha.. Happy to spend wholeday with Dardar..
Reach skl at 1 thinking of going to Nasir's class de..
Damned it.. No one told me that the class started earlt at 11.
that's mean i go skl for NOTHING!! omg..
wasted my time traveling for 45 minutes rotting on the bus..

Went to dardar's class waited for him..
Dar's class end le.. we went to look for leeyong..
LOL he got stuck at his practical lesson.. calling for help some more..
Sian, rotted in the freezing air-coned room.. waited till he's done..
BLAHS.. went dardar's house waited for him to get change =X

went PS for movie, watched HORROR movie luhs..
OMG!! dun ever watch 4bia, it SUCKS HELL!!!
this is my 1st time getting so funking freaked out and SCARED!!
damn it la!! i watch till i dun wanna continue watching lor..
Dardar hor.. i can't stand him sio!! he still have the mood to eat lor..
as if he watching comedy like that lor..
keep scaring me by sudden hold my hand.. i freaked out la..
what scares me most is the sound effect, damn it..

after movie, went to Zone-X watch dardar play para para..
laughed out.. haha so funny!!! hard mode aka pai zang ying like that..
somehow let me forget about the stupid movie. hahaas..
went home still scared leh.. so scary lor.. T.T i wan hughug..
Waa i wanna cry out liao la.. LOLxx~!
indeed a HAPPY and SCARY day =X

Mood Down =[

He's finally back, my friend =]
.tsrow gnitteg era enim fo SNIS
.noos zaohc annog yllaer i kniht i
.neht dna won yreve DOOLB rof gnivarc
.tnemom yna ti dnats t'nac eracs i
I'm Sorry for everything, though i know sorry won't work out.
i wanted to cry out, but you said before..
you don't like to see girls crying in front of you.
so i held it back every time. i held back my words too.
that's why, always.. i didn't have the chance to speak out.
coz i knew i would have out painfully,
i don't want u to see the pain i suffer from.
is not that i wanted you to be so worried about me..
is me, i'm the who can't control my own emotionals feelings.
or maybe my mask is not thick enough to cover my feelings?
hah! all your words came out from your mouth seems so sharp.
just like sharp knife piercing through my heart.
don't worry, it's not painful anymore, more to numb le.
well i don't have the rights to say you,
coz i dun understands myself well enough right?
you taught me this pharse de, i'll remember it till i die.
Mmm i wonder when will my life ends.. SOON? maybe..
I HATE MYSELF!!

all i want from u was just a little attention and comfort will do.

weird dream

Strange and weird dream i had last night..
Don't know how to describe it.. Horrible?
It's somehow similar to the one i had 2years ago.
Get hurt in the dream, woke up in pain.
Just wondering is it because of the night before i sleep,
i did do something, think of something?
the FEARS, the DEATHS & the SUFFER..
i think i should go back to where i belong, he's waiting for me.
only he could give me what I've craving for such a long time.
My NINE SATANIC SINS..
+Stupidity +Pretentiousness
+Solipsism +Self-deceit
+Herd Conformity +Lack of Perspective
+Forgetfulness of Past Orthodoxies
+Counterproductive Pride +Lack of Aesthetics.

prata house

Hey heyys~! Sorry about previous post emo emo de..
Mmm.. Just reach home ya. Went out for dinner..
Meet neez @ Prata House!!! Wooahh~
Perfect dinner tonight.. long time didn't eat le..
ate 1 kosong 1 egg 1 cheese plus a BIG BIG milo dinosaur =]
Happy chatting with Neez.. Mmm you slim le!!
LOL.. of coz la.. NS LEH!!! so tough.. darken abit nah.
nothing much de. not cao ta can liao.. haha..
TaBao prata for sis jiu go home le..
i'm Bloated =.=lll

my bu is improving =] 300k++

sorry dardar

i'm terribly sorry.. though i know the word sorry won't help.
i was the one who make you sad most of the time.
i know i was irritating but i can't help it, i just need your attention.
i'm too selfish huh.. felt so alone whenever you are with your friends.
but you seems happier with your friends than with me.
what's wrong? i'm not good enough or it's just something was missing?
well, end here. no point saying le.. every sad things started all by me.
all i know is torn broken and hurts. nothing can change my life right..
i hate myself, i deserve to suffer.

Torn x

every minute and seconds, my heart is tearing apart.
tears rolling down my cheeks without any reason.
my thirst came back, no matter how much water i drink.
craving for blood since i stop hurting myself.
say me crazy say me mad, i just can't help it.
說真的， 我真的很想在你懷裏大哭一場。
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Jikan Yo Tomare feat Seamo.

気付けばデートはもう終盤
離れたくない　帰りたくない

時を止めてずっと一緒にいたい

テレ隠しなセリフも
見つめ合う瞬間も
アナタと居る時間も足りないけど
最終電車見送るまで
握りしめてくれた手
さりげない優しさが嬉しいよ
おとぎ話なら　すぐにアナタの

居る明日へ行けるのに...
every time, everyday, everything...
言葉にしなくても
アナタはワタシの特別な場所
もしも たった一つ願いが叶うなら
二人だけの時間を　神様止めてよ...

時間よ止まれ　このまま
僕のたった一つのワガママ

だけど　それは叶わない
このもどかしさ伝えたいよ
１日たった24時間
足りないよ　あと100時間
それだけあれば　もっともっと
見つけるよ　君のいいとこ

今度はいつ会えるの？
何度も言ったら　しつこく思われそう

不安と希望が半分ずつ
この思いは変わらない　多分ずっと
君は僕をどう思っているのか

every time, everyday, everything...
恋しいぬくもりと
言葉にならない心の声を
これからは素直に伝えてみせるから
動き始めた時を　神様止めてよ...

ワガママでいいの
帰したくないと言ってよ
アナタがワタシを望むのなら
迷わずに心に花を添えるよ

every time, everyday, everything...
言葉にしなくても
アナタはワタシの特別な場所
もしも　たった一つ願いが叶うなら

二人だけの時間を　神様止めてよ...

everytime everyday everything
もし離れても僕が繋ぎ止めるよ
アナタはワタシの特別な人
everytime everyday everything
信じるよ　時が止まらなくても
運命ならいつだって巡り逢えるよね？

運命なら僕たちは巡り逢えるよね？

National Day!

Yupee yeah yeah~
Happy National Day!!!!
afternoon went Bugis meet Dardar.. woah! saw 2 xmm wearing glp.
kawaii neh! one of them wore pirate wear =x soo cutee~..
went over to MSQ meet up with jie min, yishi n ji sheng(s) classmates too..
thot that we can walk to Esplanade de.. end up road block..
LoL something lame happened.. Dardar be the 1st to chiong in, followed by us.
ROFL!!! WAKAO!!! Sg pple really monkey see monkey do sio..
All followed us and they got trapped inside lor.. Lmao!!
Haha.. damn funny and paiseh la.. everyone was like looking at us..
walked back to MSQ outside find a better view for the fire works..
Wah Sei!! walked to the bridge there thinking of crossing to another side de.
den squeezed like fuck hell lor.. nb those bian tai pple keep pushing..
fire work starts when we still pushing around.. haha.. LOL!
okok la.. not as nice as last year's de.. me.. ELBOW le alot of ppl..
anyway.. if u are there.. u can hear a lot of vulgarities.. haha.. scolded by us=x
Fireworks end le, went back to MSQ arcade..
watched yishi, jie min n dardar dance para para^^ Kakoii neh~..
but den hor.. i saw this slut looking girl dancing like pub de bitch lor..
SO ER XIN LA.. so showoff sio!!! as if she dance to let pple.. u know.. _____
Happening things happened.. On our way to MRT..
the floor is filled with drops of blood stane lor.. so scary.. i think got fight ba..
the person pro.. injured still can walk so long de distance..
still got a 15cm long de metal rod lying on the ground..
Dinner @ chaplao.. tonight ton at Dardar's house.. ^^

happy olympic day

HAPPY OLYMPIC DAY!!!
Finally it has arrival since 300++ days of counting down...
Today, our skl shld go Yishun ITE for celebrating SG's birthday de,
my mind wanted to go.. end up, my body stay at home sleeping.
Stayed at home whole day without stepping out of house once.
Watch finished -Brown Sugar Macchiato -, so sad some parts..
My 王子!!!! 我愛你愛你愛你愛你愛你愛你愛你愛你愛你愛你!!!!
Mmm.. spacing out a bit.. went back room use comp.. Audi~
Shagged, Offed, Spaced out. emo emo emo emo emo & emo.
something is still missing, no idea what is that.. making me very sad.
tml.. meeting DarDar see fire works.. 50% wanna go nia..
something is pulling me back lol.. haiz..duno what to do..
kays ba.. end here le.. nights all.

2 days posts - reserved

060808
Fever very jia lak.. didn't go skl..
Missed CAD test.. LoL.. they say very easy worx..
Hahas. when out to AMK eat baku tei.. with sis n friends.
no bad la.. after that went home get change,
went down play badminton, train up skills =)
almost till end de time.. poor shuttlecock head n body separated.
haha.. friends went over to play tennis while me n sis continue our badminton.
went home early, wash up.. dinner outside..
at AMK blk 232 de oppo. that eat 牛油螃蟹.. 5 pple.. total bill was $114++
BUT IT REALLY WORTH GOING FOR THE 2ND TIME !!!
Shaagggy day leh.. =D

070808
Lazy me, wake up le still wanna continue to sleep lor..
Han's lesson, we did the gear thingy.. damn oily lor T_T
break time we chatted a lot.. hah.. Foo's lesson zhuo bo..
lazy and tired me, zao nasir's lesson.. go friend house slack.
after that went DarDar's house, 不好意思!!!! i dun mean to like...
every time go up their house eat de..
feeling so weird if every time go up and eat.. pple might tot i bo $ like that.
dardar & leonard went simei... ME?? ownself go home lor.. ==
slept in the buss till i tou.. shagged.

Seashells Collection =)

4th August Post =)

Hah! Didn't go for Nasir's lesson again..
Over slept la.. i go off my alarm and went back to slp.
Lazy to wake up la.. haha.. Woke at 9, prepare 15 mins.. DONE!
I switch on comp, play audition, since it's still early for the next class.
went out at 10am, 11 reached skl, just nice haha..
Miss Chen's lesson was interesting =) funny videos again.
Piao piao~.~ yamin called and say no fool's lesson..
really FOOL SIO!!! haha.. blah blah blah lor...
after skl went Dardar's house, check him up man!
he went for NS check up le.. haiz poor thing, got 'chou xue'.
hand zhong liao, i see le heart pain.. my dardar leh..
Checked out his collections..OMG!!!! SO PRETTY~
Hope to find one Purple colour shell for my mum =)

money not enough 2

piao piao~~ today dad, mum & auntie flying back hk le.
after sending them off.. went city hall meet Dardar..
Finally!! 1 week didn't really go out le =DD
walked to marina square, bio the AsiaSoft Event [last day].
Yesterday was Audition competition, today is Cabal de.
went over to Suntec.. go arcade see dardar play bball, id..
Had dinner before we catch our movie..
-Money Not Enough 2- Not bad the movie.. but..
Mostly their thoughts are just typical Singaporeans..
Mmmm.. at 1st bored de, den middle part okok lor..
Went straight home after movies.. Saw F1 de show car!!
Lucky us~ Took Lots of PICS TODAY~~~~~~~~~~~~~
LOL!!! TODAY I DAMN LUCKY!! ON THE WAY AT SUNTEC,
I FOUND $10 ON THE FLOOR!! NO ONE NOTICE LOL!!
AFTER THAT, WALK OUT OF ARCADE,
FOUND ANOTHER $2 ON THE FLOOR.. LOL, DAMN LUCKY SIO!!!
FREE MONEY EVERYWHERE!! anyway,
i DID freak out when i found the 2nd time.. somehow scary la..
i spent NONE of my own money on movie and food. Free de.
{{ALL PICS ARE BELOW}}

last day =]

This morning went Holland Village for Breakfast.
The Coffee Bean =) Had my favorite Muffin!!

Went touring around my 2nd sister's skl.
the National University of Singapore [NUS]
it took us around 45 minutes to tour around the whole skl.
Mmm.. lunch at outside da bao back home..
Sleep a lot today, every minute and seconds...
you can only see me sleeping. like a pigg.. LOL
At night went Suntec City.. for dinner..
Crystal Jade =)) pic picss




went over to marina square.. OMG!!! Got Audition event!!
haha manage to watch it, but didn't take pic lol.
saw ki tat there, he was cheering for his friend.
haha grats! his friend went in^^
went outside see fireworks.. walk to esplanade.
chatted there, take pics. go home.

6th~

-Unhappy Day-
This morning overslept, didn't go skl today..
Slept till 11.30am, got woke up by DarDar's call.
Having serious headache, some more mood swing damn jia lak.
Didn't really join in the family conversation much.
Stayed in my own room, use comp..
Chatted with dardar, played audition together.
haiz. dun wan say le.. went for a nap. .rained.
Dinner at home, drink red wine..
watched tv. chat chat, haiz..
why can't my family be a happy one?

how i wish i can disappear in this world. no point living with all bad memories.
misunderstandings, sad sorrows..YOU ripped my heart apart.